I remembered the true meaning of joy this year
I'm lonely and I feel alone
I'm tired of change, I've had too much of it this year
Rainy and cold weather cheers me up more than the sun these days
I want everyone to leave me alone, this is who I am
I want my old job back, I miss those kids so much it makes me want to cry
I'm proud of myself for how I've been in my present job
I think I'll make a great life-coach, I think I'll do it more as a ministry which I wasn't planning on
I've done what I need to do involving my finances
I LOVE my mom
I want to be a better sister to my brother, I want to love him for exactly who he is and talk to him where he's at instead of where I'd like him to be
I REALLY need a hair cut/new style
I want a LIFE
I'm no longer apologizing or being defensive for what I want in my life: don't act like you're any different
I don't want you to see me as a burden but as a help. I want you to want to know me like I want to know you.
I wish guys would stop being so casual with women and not be afraid of them. Sex is special.
I want to hug 3 people right this very minute. Hug them so tight they know how much I love them
I want a DTS reunion, it would be good for my soul
politics and religion don't mix and I hate how both divide rather than unite
I want to be respected for what I believe and think because I respect what other people believe and think.
I agree with John Mayer when he says "anything other than yes is no, anything other than stay is go...." but doubt "I believe I'm going to see the love I give returned to me" and it makes me sad.
David Gray sings a piece of my heart in "This Years Love"
I want you to invest in me rather than in people who aren't giving you what you deserve
I want everyone to know Jesus' love like I do, no doubt it would make you feel differently than me but to know Jesus' love is to know perfection
I'm irresponsible with food
I want to have an attitude like Yasmin Kitchen's
I alternate between being a Christian and being a Christ-Follower and Jesus loves me anyway
I denied what I wanted to keep what I had
I'm not sure I'm forgiven because there are some I have not forgiven or had grace for.
I haven't been a good friend to God this year
He's taught me A LOT and reminded me of his faithfulness even when I am not
I really hate texting on my flip phone
Breaking Bad and Sons of Anarchy and The Walking Dead have been very good company
I miss Karilyn and Colleen
I wish I was better understood
I wish I could hide my feelings better sometimes
I like that my sister thinks I turn into mush whenever I'm around babies
I'm scared because I don't know what the future holds
I miss Jeremy Reed, he's a godly man and it was always nice to see that and he's one of the only men I respect.
I won't let Emma the dog into my room because she'll stink it up but I wish she could be in here cause I think she'd be a good comfort to me
I want 2012 to be over but I'm scared of 2013
In spite of this fact, I'm incredibly hopeful it will be a better year
Uplifted that I still have hope
Discouraged that I've been in this situation before, hopeful but then underwhelmed by all the uneventful non-happenings
I complain too much
I learned that life is filled with ups and downs and being open to God teaching you valuable lessons is the only attitude to have in those situations